I filed for divorce onlinedivorcer.com in June and am currently waiting for my divorce to become final. We broke up in February and have been living separately ever since. It was my decision due to my husband's narcissism, neglect and the turning point was his threats to my dog (who is really my child). We were together for 9 years before I left.
When we first broke up, I felt much better and never regretted my decision. While I still don't regret it, I feel like I've struggled with my emotions more in the last month than I have during this entire process. This month I have been lonelier and more whiny. I tried dating, and if anything, it only made my loneliness worse. I just feel so helpless and I have no idea why.
Does anyone else feel this way, even when he wanted a divorce himself?
